All school friends Nidhi and sriya.. They were blaming me that the cost of goa trip is tooo much and the reason is I suggested it. And everyone agreeing on it. I tried to defend myself by shouting at them.. so nidhi started crying. Meanwhile aditi came in and i started complaining see this js what nidhi thinks and adithi also agreed to what nidhi thinks.. So i asked shriya to wait for me at the gate to prove my point but not finding a way on how to get to the above floor. By the time i came she left. I wanted to go back home in a short cut So found the easy way out and jumped from the building. As soon as i jumped i see mam with coffe in her hands so i start running in the opposite direction but i see 3 to 4 milatirt type men holding guns at me so i started running forward and mam pulls out a gun. She starts walking towards me and everyone starts firing multiple bullets.. i thought it would ache a lot but it felt numb coz i was on a surgery bed and couldn’t sense anything. But able to realise lost on of my eye and they are doing surgery to get me back jnto shape.. slowly i came back to shape. And they left me . This felt like years but this is only 10-15 min. So i started walking back in the same lane and saw mam approaching. I sat there and started crying in the hope that she would notice me and understand what she did to me. But when she was almost near to me I didn’t feel like sitting there anymore. I wanted to run again there was a wall which i could jump of again but this type i didn’t jump coz i was taught the lesson hard way.
This dream seems to be reflecting feelings of guilt, self-doubt, and a desire for validation or understanding in a challenging situation. The presence of school friends Nidhi and Sriya blaming you for the high cost of a Goa trip that you suggested might indicate feelings of pressure or responsibility for decisions that affect others. The confrontation and shouting may represent a feeling of being unfairly judged or criticized by those around you.
The scenario with Aditi agreeing with Nidhi's perspective could symbolize a sense of betrayal or feeling misunderstood by someone you thought supported you. Asking Sriya to wait at the gate to prove your point but being unable to find a way up could suggest feelings of frustration or inability to assert yourself effectively in a situation.
Jumping from the building and encountering military men and a gun-wielding mam could symbolize a sense of danger, feeling trapped, or facing authority figures in your life. The numbness after being shot could represent a psychological defense mechanism or a way of disconnecting from emotional pain.
The surgery to restore you to shape and the feeling of coming back to life may symbolize a process of healing and transformation after a challenging experience. The emotional climax with mam approaching, and your conflicted feelings about sitting or running away, could indicate unresolved emotions or a desire to confront past traumas or injustices.
Overall, this dream may suggest a need to address feelings of guilt, fear, or powerlessness in your waking life, and to seek resolution or closure in challenging relationships or situations. It could also reflect a journey towards self-acceptance, resilience, and healing from past wounds.